Ear-To-Ear

Tonight, there's two things that just made me totally collapsed.
1. A
2. R
They're just like a ruiner every single second that left. Never change from day to day till year to year. I just read their both screenshot on my pc and perfectly made me dying. One of them told something that one of two reasons that gonna make the one of them cry. And one of them said that one of them won't make anybody disappointed. But the truth, one of them that made me spent my foolish thing on spending time to throw those water from under-eyes. And one of them made the promise turned into me. I got that promise really deep.
One thing that I always regret. Them.
They changed my life onto a really colorful sky with a huge flower garden on it, but they pick the flower one by one gently, no other word, the flower gonna left one by one, till the garden became empty. Then they got black and grey color and poured it on the colorful sky, till dark. Such a fool as usual, I couldn't moved my foots so I stuck there and perfectly saw what they did. Perfectly felt what the did. Perfectly down on their lowest feet.
Because once I got their shadows on mine, I won't ever leave them, I won't ever disappoint them. I won't.
Because for now the only reason why I'm smiling from ear-to-ear is only if you got your scissor and cut my mouth then.